Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny by Holly Madison


Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny
Title : Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny
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ISBN : 0062372114
ISBN-10 : 978-0062372116
Language : English
Format Type : Kindle Edition, £0.00 , Hardcover, Paperback
Number of Pages : 352 pages
Publication : Dey Street Books

The real, untold, and unvarnished story of life inside the legendary Playboy Mansionand the man who holds the keyfrom the woman who was Hefs #1 girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door. A spontaneous decision at age twenty one transformed small town Oregon girl Holly Sue Cullen into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefners #1 girlfriend. But like Alice in Wonderland after she plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like a fairytale life inside the Playboy Mansionincluding A list celebrity parties and her own #1 rated television showquickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Losing her identity, her sense of self worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide. But instead of ending her life, Holly chose to take charge of it. In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the Mansion, the drugs, the sex and the infamous parties, as well as what her relationships with her Girls Next Door co stars, Bridget and Kendra were really like. Holly talks candidly about a subsequent abusive relationship, her own successful television series, and the hard work of healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars. A cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment, Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of fighting for our dreamsand finding the life we deserve.


Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny Reviews


  • angela jacobs

    Book held my interest throughout. An easy read. Very well written.

  • YourGoddess

    This is a great book, it is written in an easy and compelling style. Plus gives insight into the mansion which I found interesting since I was hooked (years ago on the GND series). I always liked Holly and Brigit in particular. The moral of the book as a cautionary tale is

  • Stella

    Not for me!

  • Lisa Doherty (Rambling Lisa)

    IF everything in this book is, in fact, real then I feel very sorry for Holly and what she went through living with Hugh Hefner and other girlfriends/playmates however if it is nothing than something she wrote to get sales it is still a very good read. From reading it

  • Alyssa Firth-Bennett

    I brought this book a few weeks back not really sure if I should read it as I thought it wasn't going to be that good. But boy was I wrong al admit I didn't like Holly when I watched her on GND, but after reading this it had made me rethink everything and I have to admit

  • Kerrie keenan

    Reading this was a real eye opener. Me and my sister's had been big fans of the girls next door series and idolized the three of heffs girlfriends. We thought heff was a sweet old man. Turns out we bought exactly what they were selling and nothing was farther from the

  • Jelly

    I have to confess that The Girls Next Door, which shot Holly Madison into the spotlight, was a huge guilty pleasure of mine and I was an avid viewer to see what antics Hugh Hefner's girlfriends got up to each week. In her autobiography, Holly reveals what life was really

  • Dancer 1981

    I have to say this was a really interesting and fascinating read. I was fairly surprised at how much I was engaged by it from start to finish. I think the whole Playboy world is just one of those totally surreal things and people are just so intrigued by it. Holly really