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going to go about my review a little differently than normal, I just feel that this book warrants this response,

Zoey,

I just finished Aryn's Desire and I have to say it's my favorite book of yours to date.
I'm going to be honest, I never wanted to read m/m before Defining Us, After reading Kyle, Talon, amp Addison's and Dex amp Raine's stories and getting glimpses of Eric amp Calvin, I just had to step out of my comfort zone and read their story.
I loved it. It blew away my perceptions and expectations, Not too many books have done that, So when the ARC for Aryn's Desire appeared on my kindle, I was super excited,

I fall in love with all your characters, Aryn and Caden were no different and have quickly become my favorites, I was very intrigued with Aryn or Beck in Dex and Raine's story, Caden pissed me off a couple times and he also broke my heart right along with Aryn,

This book had me from page one, I laughed and cried and, of course, fanned myself a few times, It was all about the feels and character connections for me, I'm hoping there is more to their story because I need more, I want more. I just gotta have more! I also want Casey's, Ashley's, and Mills' stories, Hint, hint.

With all that being said, Aryn's Desire is on the top of myFavorite book list, I give itCrazy Ass Must Read Stars!!!!! Thank you for the opportunity to review this amazing story, I look forward to reading more from you in the future,

Your Crazy Fan,
Daisy Be warned, be really warned, this book ends in a sort of cliffhanger.
. . Which is one of my biggest objections to this book, I will explain beneath, Also there is A LOT of nothing happening in regards to BDSM and submission, so if you're reading 'Aryn's Desire' for that, I would suggest you wait 'till the second book arrives and read them together.
I was really disappointed with this book, and if I knew there was not a proper solution I would have waited or forgot about it!


Also Joe Biden became my goto GIFdude in this review, for some reason his expressions worked here.


The rest of this review will contain mild spoilers, so if you don't want to know, let me just state this again: if you want a D/s relationship, this book is not for you.
. . Yet. . Maybe with book

Okay so Aryn/Beck works as a bodyguard for Dex and Raine from this book: sitelinkTaming Dex in the seriesBottles.
I haven't read this series as I've left M/F in the dust and only read M/M now, And I will say this there are a LOT of freaking characters and names and babies fromBottles, and since I haven't read it, it felt completely unnecessary in regards to Aryn's Desire.
I get the need for Dex and Raine to be a big part of this book, since they open Aryn's eyes to the D/s world, but jeebus rollerblading christ.
. . As a standalone book it can be quite confusing,
So Aryn decides he wants to leave his womanizing ways behind and have a little female sub, after being introduced to the workings of a D/s relationship by Dex and Raine.

They have some pretty powerful/rich friends and Aryn is introduced to the scene in a private, privileged group.

Here he meets Master Caden, whom sets his sights on Aryn as a sub and thus follows a navel gazing irritating time where not a lot happens.

Aryn is sure he's a top, everybody else is sure he's a bottom, Aryn meets Ashlyn a sub at the club, and wants her, but she already has a sort of supervisor Teddy and plays occasionally with Caden, also Aryn doesn't want to sleep with her, and they are tentatively trying to figure something out! Also Aryn is so unsure, and keeps feeling Caden looking at him.

It it worth mentioning here, that neither Caden nor Aryn are gay, but clearly attracted to each other,


By this point I had reached maybe themark and kept thinking: "They really have to get their shit together, and FAST if something is going to happen between them.
. . BDSMstyle!"
And then something does happen: Caden involves Aryn in a public scene at the club with Ashlyn, after which they have a nice little threesome, that spans over A LOT of pages!
This was so freaking misplaced, the whole dynamic between Caden and Ashlyn and Aryn and Ashlyn had NO freaking meaning for the story, other than that smexy scene between theof them.
And the whole time they were gazing into each other eyes Ashlyn between them I was thinking: WHAT, THE. HELL
Yes, Ashlyn becomes a gobetween, when theidiotic MCs can't figure out how to go about starting a relationship, but it felt so freaking weird, especially because Ashlyn later admits that she knew she was being used between theof them, which puts Caden and Aryn in an even more idiotic light.



When they reach themark they finally have a conversation, that makes me want to read book:
Caden: "How do you feel about your submissive side now" I shrug.
"I think I'm still trying to understand that side of me, Still trying to find it inside of me to hand over control to someone else, it's not easy, "
But before there is some sort of resolution, Caden leaves Aryn AGAIN, because Caden wants a clean Dom/Sub relationship, and Aryn wants something with feelings and isn't sure he can be in a D/s relationship.

It turns out they both have quite a backstory, Caden is mourning his dead wife maybe the mother of his child And Aryn was kicked out from home after stopping his stepfather from abusing his little sister, by kicking the shit out of the stepfather.


BUT by the end NOTHING is resolved, and their backstories aren't used to EXPLAIN anything between them, Caden acted like an ass and chased Aryn around the world, not to apologize exactly but to get his way! And Aryn still hasn't decided whether he will give submission a go.



Yeah, this book should be called: Aryn's desire, away, ridiculous amounts of freequentfliermiles in in the name of almost stalking and NO BDSM between the MCs.
This story got me so worked up, is an emotional roller coaster, We have two men that to the rest of the world have amazing lives, Little the world knows that this are two lost souls, Aryn is invited to The Club by Dex and Derek, Little does he know that the things that what is turning him on about the whole M/s relationship isn't what he thinks.
Everyone sees what he is missing, and once he sees it he can accept it, Caden has lost someone in the past because of that he has closed himself to love and be loved, Will this two men be able to go pass their egos and their previous suffering and find the love of a lifetime, the one they truly deserve

Zoey Derrick brings the first amazing story about the bodyguards of theBottles rock band.
Aryn's story is great. Seeing this two men fight themselves and try to bury their feelings towards one another, was amazing, Loved the new characters, I am desperately waiting to know what comes next, Aryns Desire

I was given an ARC in exchange for an honest review,

Aryn is intrigued by the idea of a D/s relationship, He joins Dex and Raine along with Derek amp Cotah to an exclusive club, He spends a lot of time feeling unnerved by the whole club scene,

This book is about Aryn but Caden captured my heart and Im keeping him as my book boyfriend.
I adore how this book whilst it is Aryns book, it also follows Cadens journey as they discover what it is that they both want.


There is a lot of discovering in this story and I enjoyed that because it is more about the people themselves rather than the lifestyle.
It felt real and honest, It felt like two people realising that they loved each other, Their love for each other is what brings this story to life for me,

Loved this story and am eagerly anticipating more from this authors!

stars!
A hot and steamy story of self disovery

Im going to start by saying that I loved this book.
I was captivated yet again, pulled into the story right till the very end when I honestly had an “OMG, I need more” moment.
Zoey has a way of making me fall in love with her characters and Aryn and Caden are no exception.


The tour is over and Aryn “Beck” Becker, bodyguard to Dex, drummer forBottles and his wife Raine, is at a bit of a loose end.
The one night hook ups, just arent cutting it any more, something is missing and he just doesnt understand what.


He learns that Dex and Raine have a D/S relationship and although he is a little shocked at first, the more he learns about the lifestyle and all that goes with it the more it intrigues him is this what he is missing in his life

Then he meets Caden and everything is completely turned on its head.


This is a story of self discovery for Aryn, Everything he thought he knew about himself is no more and it leaves him feeling vulnerable, exposed and in his eyes weak, something he is not used to.
Aryn is torn between what he thinks he wants and should be and what deep down he truly desires Caden

Caden however has his own story.
He cant possibly give Aryn what he wants which is something more than just the D/S lifestyle, or can he Can he open himself up again to the possibilities and can Aryn accept what everyone else can see that he is I willed them on through the story, almost pleading for them both to see sense and come together, where they could find in each other what they truly want and deserve.


“Sometimes what we want was standing in front of us the whole time, Sometimes, what we need gets pushed away when it was unintentional, ”

This was another beautifully written, erotic, heartbreaking and hot as hell book from Zoey, I am in love with the Aryn, he is certainly all alpha male but when Caden brings out that more vulnerable side in him, I think I fell a little bit more.
Caden is guarded and mysterious but hot as hell and the two of them together is just off the charts, which is what I have come to expect and love in Zoeys books.


This is a fantastic read and I am eagerly awaiting the next instalment and to find out what is next for Aryn amp Caden.


An ARC was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review reviewed for Bookaholics Reading Haven.