Procure Not Perfect, But So Very Good Authored By Ladyoneill Displayed In Manuscript
the Nogitsune, Stiles isn't human anymore, His mind is damaged and his spark is broken, He also has a demonic side that he can't quite control, When he's angry or frustrated, he changeshe grows claws, fangs and his eyes are completely black,
In order to heal, Stiles needs a strong anchor, so Deaton bonds him with Derek,
Derek and Stiles both struggle with being mates and with their feelings, but in spite of all the problems they try their best to settle the bond and make it work.
It wasn't awful, but it wasn't great either, It just wasn't excatly my type of fun and the angst was nearly nonexistent for me,
.not rounded up, because angst, I don't want to give it two, so no rating for this one, I am not really sure how I feel about this fic, I feel like I should like it more like it could have been more and at times it was great and then at times, it wasn't,
It provides an alternate ending for seasonB, The Nogitsune has left Stiles, but left "part of him" behind making Stiles part demon, In order to control his "demon side", Stiles needs a soul bond with a strong werewolf to ground him, Soul bonds are for life and kind of a variation on "mating bites" that I have read in other fics, So Derek soul bonds with Stiles,
There is a lot of wanting and denial in this, Dark feels. Guilt, guilt, guilt. What I had trouble with though is that their is this building angst, that as it starts to reach its crescendo, it deflates and becomes a tad sweet.
Then the angst starts again, builds and builds and then again is doused with a moment too sweet, And this seems to repeat throughout the fic, It was as if the author kept circling a fire, watching the flames get higher and higher and just when you thought they were going to toss some gasoline on the flames, they turned on a fire hose then started again with kindling.
I am not really sure why I have this response to this fic, I liked the "dark mood" feeling it has, the premise has potential, it had feels and some sexy, Even some awkward. It was not bad, it even has some great lines, but it just never took what it had set up far enough to be satisfying,
And just a random note This line:
"Derek tries to comfort him, but he's never been good at that, . . "
It is repeated throughout the story, . . the same line. It was like the author really wanted to stress that Derek isn't a stellar comforter, but couldn't find words to elaborate,
There good lines though:
"'We are so fucked up, Derek, ' Yeah, they really are. "
"Derek feels himself flush, but, . . This is familiar. He remembers being sixteen and broken, "
,Stars Sterek Fanfic
The Nogitsune leaves something behind in Stiles, something that twists him, breaks him, cracks his mind, and turns him not quite human, In order to heal and save him, he needs a strong anchor to the world, A mating bond with a werewolf is the best to way to achieve this and Derek is the only viable option, While both he and Stiles have an unspoken desire for the other, Stiles doesn't want to bond with Derek because he thinks he deserves punishment, not to be given something he wants on a silver platter.
Derek just feels guilty as always, more so because he's forcing the bond, Will these two broken young men heal themselves and each other and find their way to a strong and abiding love Can they control or even get rid of the thing lurking inside of Stiles that wants to hurt everyone he
loves And can Derek ever shake off the past and move forward
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Words:complete It was ok, I truly have no idea how to rate this, It was definitely a darker Sterek than I normally read, This is Stiles postNogistune. It leaves something evil behind in Stiles, The only way to save him from hurting others without killing him is to mate with a werewolf of course, it's Derek, We have a LOT of hurt/sad Stiles, So much of the story is Stiles and Derek dealing with feelings of guilt concerning the mating and what Stiles has become, that there is hardly any time left for any happiness.
I think this should have been longer so that we could get to SEE the happiness, Instead, we are left with only the potential of what they will become,.This was . . interesting. . More like a building towards love relationship, The sexual aspect it just kind of, . creepy feel for me. Passing up the unfortunate first time bond forcing to save Stiles, the rest is just, . Stiles isn't getting to the finish line so of course why wouldn't Derek kind of be put off by that,
It's not bad, but it's not my cup of tea,.
The title is appropos, Some really amazing ideas here, It starts off really well but I just felt the story didn't pan out as thoroughly as I would have liked,/amazing and then kinda fizzled into the end, The Sterek was pretty sweet, though, .Stars
Im feeling a bit glum, This fic was dark and heartbreaking, but ultimately, hopeful,
I think I liked it!
This story offshoots from the point where the Nogitsune is dispelled from within Stiles, But the Nogitsune has left something behind has made Stiles darker something more than human, Hes quickly sinking into madness, unable to contain his new urges, or his overriding guilt and shame over the unspeakable things he did while influenced by the Nogitsune.
For Stiles own sanity, it becomes imperative that he creates a soul bond mating bond with a strong werewolf, in order to keep him grounded and, hopefully, help him heal.
Enter Derek. Derek has been internally struggling with his feelings for Stiles for quite some time whats new, so he willingly offers himself up to bond with Stiles . Although Stiles initially refuses the idea, they complete the bonding ritual, with the hopes that Stiles will start to gain control over his physical changes and psychological sufferings.
Through the course of this fic, Stiles and Derek navigate their new soul bond, slowly learning how to open up to one another and allow the instinctual bond to take root, in order for it to be effective in its restorative capacity.
This is definitely on the angsty side of things, A whole bunch of distressing topics are dealt with , but in the end the preternatural brilliance of these two together leads to strong possibilities for a happily ever after.
Yay!
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